Easter Vigil

My Easter worship came last night. This seems to be a year of liturgical firsts. Last night my Easter worship came at St. Ann’s Roman Catholic Church. It was a long Mass. It was an interesting Mass. I had a personal reason to be there. My oldest daughter has decided to become part of the Roman Catholic church. I watched her be baptized for the fourth time in her life. I thought of her first baptism. My husband was the first to spot her. She stood by the side door of the church. I looked. I looked again, and again… I thought is that Bethany? Her hair is now a subdued brown much like my natural hair color. I looked several times. Once again, it was looking in the mirror. I thought that can’t be Bethany. She’s a woman. I’ve known in my head that she’s a woman for a long time. Yet, looking at her last night I saw myself. I saw myself when I was that age. I saw myself and...